After went to the Body Combat training, it makes me learn a lot of new things. Not only things that related Body Combat but something which can apply to our daily life as well. And I start thinking a lot of things that I never thought in my life before. I thought things that I do to myself no need to tell or responsible to anyone. But sometime people around you might make you have the feeling like, it's not your own personal thing, they also wanted to know what's happening inside. Without knowing the real whole situation, they are like can understand very well what's going on and give you many of their very good point of views. I didn't mean it's wrong and I don't blame those people. Maybe it's good to me also, but sometime it just repeats too much of the same thing and I just need a break...
Sometime something that you have really put your time/heart to work on, isn't you should at least know some honest feedback? And I very understand we usually don't want to admit ourself is making mistake or doing the wrong things. We think we're good enough, we think we're in the right direction and we full of confidence of what we do. But in fact, is that a truth? Or you only like to hear or prefer to hear positive feedback about yourself. But I think I don't need that, what I want is the true fact. Tell me directly what's my problem? How's the current situation? Have I done any mistake which I never realized? Do I need any improvement or any other way to do it better? I guess I am open enough to accept comments and results. At least I try not to make myself feel too confident of the things that I do, because I might over estimate myself. I need to remind myself of this all the time...
It's just same like you making a decision of your choices, is that really hard to tell whether that you want it or you don't? I think you ready have an answer in your heart, but you still want to take very long time to make a firm decision only...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
In Love
How much time needed to fall in love to someone?
1 second, 1 minute, 1 hour, 1 day, 1 month, 1 year, or impossible in love with the one forever.
This question has a lot of answers.
Some people say, "My character accept things pretty slow, maybe it needs 2 or 3 months".
Or some people would say, "This kind of question too subjective, can't measure it by time right?"
In fact, when think it deeply, it also can measure by distance. Maybe, when you have 5cm distance close to each other, suddenly you realized already attracted by his/her smile, then you'll automatically fall into he/she.
Actually, the moment in love, it seems like chemistry feeling. When both of you stay privately, suddenly you feel "PAK!" at the spark moment, i guess that's the time we fall into each other. And maybe we shouldn't question so much or having any doubts about why he/she can fall into us at first sigh or so fast? It might happen at anytime when you're not ready.
And I heard someone says "When you feel there is a chemistry appeared, you shouldn't miss that moment or drag it too long. Because chemistry will fade pretty fast and gone. And after that you probably will start regret of losing a good opportunity to catch the one deserve your love."
And you... How much time do you needed to fall in love with someone?
1 second, 1 minute, 1 hour, 1 day, 1 month, 1 year, or impossible in love with the one forever.
This question has a lot of answers.
Some people say, "My character accept things pretty slow, maybe it needs 2 or 3 months".
Or some people would say, "This kind of question too subjective, can't measure it by time right?"
In fact, when think it deeply, it also can measure by distance. Maybe, when you have 5cm distance close to each other, suddenly you realized already attracted by his/her smile, then you'll automatically fall into he/she.
Actually, the moment in love, it seems like chemistry feeling. When both of you stay privately, suddenly you feel "PAK!" at the spark moment, i guess that's the time we fall into each other. And maybe we shouldn't question so much or having any doubts about why he/she can fall into us at first sigh or so fast? It might happen at anytime when you're not ready.
And I heard someone says "When you feel there is a chemistry appeared, you shouldn't miss that moment or drag it too long. Because chemistry will fade pretty fast and gone. And after that you probably will start regret of losing a good opportunity to catch the one deserve your love."
And you... How much time do you needed to fall in love with someone?
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Choice
Long time never blog, because feeling bad and busy with the works recently. I guess I only use this blog to post sad things? Why when I upset then only think of something to write here? Have been tired of this kind of feeling lar... Just wonder is that the way i ask question got problem? Why I always got the same answer which is unclear and uncertain? Or maybe it's the common way how people decline you, just that I don't aware it only. Are you trying to tell me give up? If it is, I prefered a straight answer instead of indirect ways...
Sometime I feel missing someone is just same like taking drugs. Once you fall into someone, is like you start addicted to drug. While you're thinking of that person and missing it so much, it's an uncontrollable compulsion to need the drugs. When you can see the person you wish to see then only feeling you got the drugs in hand, if you don't get it, you will start suffering and feeling been tortured. There is always a choice (words taken from Spider Man 3), if you choose to have drugs, then you deserve what you feel at that moment. But if you don't want that feeling appears, get away from there...
Sometime I feel missing someone is just same like taking drugs. Once you fall into someone, is like you start addicted to drug. While you're thinking of that person and missing it so much, it's an uncontrollable compulsion to need the drugs. When you can see the person you wish to see then only feeling you got the drugs in hand, if you don't get it, you will start suffering and feeling been tortured. There is always a choice (words taken from Spider Man 3), if you choose to have drugs, then you deserve what you feel at that moment. But if you don't want that feeling appears, get away from there...
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