Ambiguous

we're in the position which is uncertain.
seems like I am losing the direction right now.
it's kinda hard to step forward or move back.
I guess we never really move on.
thus you make it hard to be faithful.
have question myself whether want to give up.
who is the one thinking too much? you or me?
I start having doubts, the one who I seeing is genuine you?



missing someone is an illness.
it needs time to get recovered.
will I heal from sickness or it will take longer term?
I have no answer for this time...

Responsible

It's time to examine myself. We human need to examine ourself from time to time. And I almost forgot how long I didn't do it to myself. Thanks to one of my friend. Her words kinda sharp and straight to the point. At first of course it wasn't feel good to listen, but after a deep thought, I should appreciate her comments no matter it's sincere from heart or it's not.

From her words, I roughly know she was trying to criticize I lack of responsible when it comes to something. Yes, I noticed that. We human sometime have our weakness, I admit that I not good in that and I won't give myself any of nonsense excuses just to act like that's not my fault. Will remind myself and try to improve to be more responsible person in the future. Just give little time to me okay? I'm in learning stage all time and it keeps growing slowly. I'll not only want to be strong, but also want to be tough enough...



Sometime we can't use our own measurement to assess other people. I think it's not right to do so. I never had high expectation to some people who not good in something. Not because of I don't want get disappointed neither I don't want to motivate them to improve themself, but I know their limitation and how much they can do. And also some people you know they would never listen to you and won't accept any of your opinion. They think they are much better than you, and who you are? You're not qualify to criticize them just because you're lower educated. When having conversation to these kind of people, I'm speechless...

Mood

Lately, the mood is not good as before. No matter what I think, sure it comes to negative side first. When a person always think of negative side, no matter how many opportunities around, I probably will miss it because of anything to me also won't work at first thought.



偶尔迎望蓝天，也感觉灰淡淡的，
也许乌云盖心，阴沉心情像下雨。

一样

两心若是相连时，步伐自然成一致。
若能拉近两差异，取悦自会随心生。

接受

曾经有过这样的一个疑问，
当心仪的人坦白示意后直到要接受对方，
那过程大概需要多久时间？



从表白到接受应该没有一个固定的时间可言吧。
如果心里面已经有一个他的话， 也许就只需要一秒钟时间...
如果心里面不懂会不会有一个他的话， 也许就需要的时间会较长些...
如果心里面没有一个他的话， 也许就连一秒的时间都会是多余的...

你的心仪的对象会是属于那一种？

Attitude

I'm so sick of some attitude which keep repeating to me. I just don't understand, is this the way how people treat now days?



I guess I very clear of what I am doing, because I don't want do something that might make myself regret in the rest of my life. I moved my first step, I try to do as much as I can even I've failed many times before. I didn't expect much of the return, but at least don't take it like I suppose to do so. And shows out the proud and confident face. We human often forget to take care of other people feeling when in a conversation. Why can't you appreciate more and respect more what others have done to you? Maybe you don't know, maybe you don't understand, I just feel discomfort to this kind of attitude. Why don't make thing simple, and see whether if it works together.

Relationship

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold ours...

Puppies Stolen

If someone saw it, please call Ann immediately. She really upset of this happen, feel pity her because we all know she loves her puppies very much... I really hope it can be found...