Feedback and Response

After went to the Body Combat training, it makes me learn a lot of new things. Not only things that related Body Combat but something which can apply to our daily life as well. And I start thinking a lot of things that I never thought in my life before. I thought things that I do to myself no need to tell or responsible to anyone. But sometime people around you might make you have the feeling like, it's not your own personal thing, they also wanted to know what's happening inside. Without knowing the real whole situation, they are like can understand very well what's going on and give you many of their very good point of views. I didn't mean it's wrong and I don't blame those people. Maybe it's good to me also, but sometime it just repeats too much of the same thing and I just need a break...

Sometime something that you have really put your time/heart to work on, isn't you should at least know some honest feedback? And I very understand we usually don't want to admit ourself is making mistake or doing the wrong things. We think we're good enough, we think we're in the right direction and we full of confidence of what we do. But in fact, is that a truth? Or you only like to hear or prefer to hear positive feedback about yourself. But I think I don't need that, what I want is the true fact. Tell me directly what's my problem? How's the current situation? Have I done any mistake which I never realized? Do I need any improvement or any other way to do it better? I guess I am open enough to accept comments and results. At least I try not to make myself feel too confident of the things that I do, because I might over estimate myself. I need to remind myself of this all the time...

It's just same like you making a decision of your choices, is that really hard to tell whether that you want it or you don't? I think you ready have an answer in your heart, but you still want to take very long time to make a firm decision only...