Friday, March 30, 2007

Strange

Life sometime is like that, when you think something had gone. It may come back unexpectedly. When the time it gone, you may feel missing something very important in your life, start regret why never tried hold it tight before it had gone. Then after time has passed, feeling get better, sorrow get cured and already not so remember the pain of losing, it probably would be back to you suddenly. At this moment as a usual thought, you should feel happy and glad that something missing in your life come back to you. However, the feeling it's quite different ready compare with past. It's not because of you don't feel important ready of that thing, just that at this moment you may have different needs and desires.



Maybe things that had gone should stay inside our memory, keep it nicely and think back when you are recall of something. It would be better right? Not sure what and how it goes next, but no matter what, life still carry on. Let it be... :)

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Destiny...

I just wonder why every time when I have made up my mind. Somehow something sure happen to spoil me up. It seems to be okay the past few months, well I can handle the situation and had good control on my emotion. I thought I was there and know where I am standing. But it just a few messages that can make my mood turns up and down... Why it can't just leave me like that... why?

Today, drove to the same road that I used to be there so often. Not I wanted to go there, but it just happened coincidence. It made me can't avoid keep thinking the past... Sigh... memories that used to make me felt very happy but now turned my mood deeply down...



hmmm... alright! Are all these experiments trying to torture me and testing my strength? Go ahead then, see how hard I can take! Because I will overcome it one day!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Doubt...

I still having doubt for my decision made. Although it's pretty firm ready. Just that sometime can't help to think back. Memory can't be erased is a fact, especially for the things that bring you a lot of happiness before, it probably will last very long...



People that you have very close relationship and friendship before, could turn to be stranger one day? I can't really accept the change... The real world maybe like that, but it just can't apply to me. I don't feel comfortable to smile or having conversation because of entertaining each other only. I admit don't really good in acting infront of people, thus I rather lose a friend just like that...

I feel really sorry to disappoint people that have expectation to me as well. I can't change something that is not real on me. I am who I am, won't gonna change anything that make me looks different or reality :p

Monday, March 5, 2007

Final Decision!



At last, I had made up my final decision. Hopefully it won't be any change ready.
Yes! Promised myself that I can make it... YEAH... happy with that ^__^

Friday, March 2, 2007

分手不要問理由

分手時,沉默是最好的問題,最圓滿的答案。

戀愛是甜蜜的,分手是難免的。
誰不是痛過幾次,哭過幾次,才找到最後的愛。分手是必經的,但有些問題不必問 。



1.不要問:為什麼要分手?
無論答案是甚麼,都是你難以接受的原因。

2.不要問:你有沒有愛過我?
愛過如何,未愛過又如何,總之這一刻就是不愛。

3.不要問:我做錯了些甚麼?
愛不是講對錯,而是講感覺。相愛是談情,不是講理,當愛的感覺已經不存在,對和錯又可以挽回些甚麼?

4.不要問:我有甚麼不好?她有甚麼好?我有甚麼比不上她?
何必逼對方,再一次侮辱你,打擊你的自信心。

5.不要問:難道你不記得我們以前快樂的日子了麼?
他/她要離開,就是因為他/她要的是現在的快樂,和將來的快樂。

6.不要問:不如我們重新來過?
這個哀求只會令對方覺得你更可憐、更卑微。

7.不要問:我們以後還可不可以做朋友?
這樣拖泥帶水,對方只會感到厭煩。

分手時,沉默是最好的問題,最圓滿的答案。